They remain inside
Can't say how I feel
Can't voice what I hide
They need to escape
But buried they are
And what's on mind
Can't get very far
I fear your reaction
And what you will say
That you'll shut me out
Or ruin my day
Protecting myself
From the heart and the pain
I remain a mute
With nothing to gain
So when will I say
That enough is enough
Your reactions won't hurt me
Because I am tough
And let them escape
These words of my heart
These thoughts that are yearning
To not fall apart
Perhaps I can do it
Perhaps I can soar
Once this crippling fear
Is here no more
But how can this fear
Be gone from within
When it's always there
Not letting me win
Guess I should accept it
Embrace my own fear
And that's when these words
Won't be silenced my dear
Written February 9, 2022
© 2022 Lena Kovadlo. Use with permission only.
Oh. To which person are you expressing this? Maybe to you.
ReplyDeleteI hope that's not me. I would never do that. Your words touch me. I feel so sad.
ReplyDeleteI have felt this at times as I am sure many others have as well. Very compelling and moving, Lena.
ReplyDeleteCompelling verses that give rise to thoughts and emotions. I am quite sure many can relate. Well done, Lena. 🙏✨🌺🌼🍁
ReplyDeleteSad, Agonisingly profound 😪 I hope you'll find that courage to get out of that emotional prison.
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